Identify lotto Magic

Guess there's no use in hanging round
Guess I'll get dressed and do the town
I'll find some crowded avenue
Though it will be empty without you
Can't get used to losing you
No matter what I try to do
Gonna live my whole life through
Loving you

Called up some girl I used to know
After I heard her say hello
Couldn't think of anything to say
Since you're gone it happens every day.
Can't get used to losing you
No matter what I try to do
Gonna live my whole life through
Loving you

I'll find somebody, wait and see
Who am I kidding, only me

johnny stumbles johnny falls
under slogans
off the wall
he sees where's the sense
he says call me mister malcontent
a waste of space and alcohol
drinking rain and eating soil
and slogans off the wall
cannot express himself at all
cut off my nose despite my face
and i will not more longer wait
or should i laugh or should i cry
or should i part my hair behind...
...or should i laugh or should i cry
as i become all i despise