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I sit alone in my cold room
the deadly silence comes over me
all is forever all is lost
all I can see are black candles
they shining on me
where can I go when the light go
out today I drown in a deep black sea
all I can see, all I can see is a light
all I see are black candles
when I die in a black
winter night I'm so far away

No memories into the light I fade
screams and convulsions
breakin' the walls of my innerself
all I can see, all I can see is a light
all I see are black candles when I diein a black winter night I close my eyes
I sleep

I'm just and ageing drummer boy
And in the wars I used to play
And I've called the tune
To many a torture session
Now they say I am a war criminal
And I'm fading away
Father please her my confession
I have legalised robbery
Called it a belief
I have run with the money
And hid like a theif
I have re-written history
With my armies and my crooks
Invented memories
I did burn all the books
And I can still hear his laughter
And I can still hear his song
The man's too big
The man's too strong
Well I have tried to be meek
And I have tried to